Resolutions...

Here it is, the last day of the year
And I  try to make resolutions, that will make me cheer
But why do I fail each time I make a resolution for myself
Then I think, this is how an average woman's resolution will be

It starts with pomp
and then are dumped
We take pride in helping our spouses
Waking up in the morning
Prioritizing life, breakfast and dinner
What about the resolution of having a cup of coffee for ourselves?
It vapours, like the steam on the coffee

We take care of kids
Make sure they eat healthy
If they won't, it feels like your stomach's empty
So, what about the Salad you thought you would have in the afternoon?

When we return home 
The Kitchen awaits
So does the tummies
Shouting, we are hungry, mummy
So, you barge in and make all that will spread smiles on their face
And what about those characters from the book you wished to trace?

Life isn't simply simple
Specially for a woman who handles kids and family
So, we make resolutions and then break them
And get ready for the next year to usher in
To again make a list of resolutions....

Happy New Year! 2014 

This one's for you girl...

So, I met a girl

Straight hair minus any curl

I am sure she would have loved curls

And she had a dog

whom she loved the most

Without him she seems a bit lost

And when did I meet her?

A week back

Where?

Facebook...

We just chat and chat

And share and care

You must be thinking

What a week and you already writing for her?

But then she is sweet and she makes me laugh

Without her time would move at slowest pace

We haven't met yet

That's the funniest part of the set

It's O.K. Right

Not to meet but get a friend

who is bright?

So this one's for you

Who adds color to my day at office

with your cute chats and gossips

Who makes me feel less blue

And at the end of my day

Seems like time just flew...

Heart...

This is the story of a heart
It can be anyone’s part
you, me or the other person
Over there, you see

It craves attention and affection
Else it has permanent alterations
it is made of flesh and blood
but once a mark is made
everything is only a façade

You whisper lovely words
your spirits will soar high as birds
you shout and curse
nothing can cure it
not even a god damned nurse

You can never make it strong
If you say, you did,
You are definitely wrong

No matter how guarded it is
there is always a pin
that will rip its peace

Now tell me you have heart
but never bothered what it heard
it never pained or soared high
it was never affected by the words
spoken to you, by someone you cared???

Us...

Us is like a flower

Blossoms to a beauty

Fangrance on the palm

Feeling of awesomeness

Just before gone

Us is like a rainbow

Colors splashed

Mutually bright

Nothing seems as close

to something right

Us is like a leaf

Twirled opened

As the sun shines

Green at its best

Putting all melancholy

at rest

Us will be a memory

Sweet and chaste

Sealed within the

tresure chest

Us will be a part

of you and me

Of moments of happiness

and glee

Of joy and fun

all of ourselves

made on the run

Us will be locked 

within you and me

Till death do us apart

Us will always be our part

The Turmoil of a KID

The scar that

Slits the tissue

Ripping it apart

The Red oozing out

Like it doesn't matter

And the way it invokes pain

Your eyes water

Your breath hitches

But you bear it all

You do not want anyone to know that

you are a coward and let humiliation befall

Your words are exactly these

Devoid of love and please

Sometimes what you say

I let it go

But sometimes it hurts

and disturbs the peaceful flow

I am your flesh and blood, remember?

You nurtured me for nine months

You were happy when I arrived

Looked like I am the only divine factor in your life

But what changed?

You got busy and have no time for me

I know, I understand

But as I grow, I would still need your support

If you don't give it to me now

I would never ever show that

It hurt somehow

Why is hugging me on FB easy

And kissing me Good Night difficult?

Why is praising before friends no issue

And what I want, you have no clue?

I just need you, maa
I will always need you

For the rest of my life

Be with me

I don't wanna start missing you

Early in life

Stay with me, by my side!!!

You...

The first time I sensed your existence,
The first time I knew there's a wonder 
within me..
The first time I knew there's flesh and bones
waiting to grow
I felt the most luckiest....

The first time I experienced life
The first nausea that hit
The first three months
Can you believe, will be unforgettable?

Then you grew
Like a fruit
Like a smile
Like a flower
Giving me the best of me

I believed in miracles
Because you are one too!

The way you were bundled inside me
The way my skin stretched
The way sometimes I felt sick
The way you made me feel like a couch potato
Were the best memories of my life

When you grow up
And I just might forget 
How I felt when I was having you?
Though you will always be a part of me
You know how old age is
When it comes to remembrance?
This is for those times
For your keepsake
For you to know that
I have always adored you
More than anything else!
My kids! My life

I am...

I am any other girl

you know
like the girl next door

whose dreams roar

within  her soul
in her head

the one's

always unheard

I am the girl

you know

who was stopped

from stepping out
and was still asked

not to pout

I am the girl
you know

who wanted to fly

beyond the sky

chasing dawn

or sometimes
just
lazily yawn

I am the girl 

you know

whose dreams were shared

with a stranger, by you

not even leaving to me

any open clues

I am the girl

you know

whose destiny with the
stranger starts

and all she sees

should be the moon
and the beautiful stars

I am the girl
you know

who now becomes
a mother

carelessly forgetting 

her perusals

and her dreams

I am the girl

you know
who seamlessly
entwines

your luck and her charm

making sure that

everyone around her

remainr unharmed

Life...

Life can be crazy some times for sure

Problems come in bunches without a cure 

You may think you can fight situation

Sometimes you just don't have a choice but submission

Life can be crazy some times for sure 

It opens your heart and soul to something so serene and pure

You may think you may fight the odds

But you know instantly when all hopes charred

Life is a bitch

Screws up your plan

with all the possible hitch

You might want to hold on

But the sand slips and is gone

Life is beautiful

because it showed you all thats wonderful

but then you cannot replay the moments

of laughter, happiness and fun

Life is what happens to us

When we are lost in our world of 

a beautiful cruise

And then you open your eyes

and know it was dream

Thoughts....

Thoughts of you

Thought of what you do

Hover over my mind

They are just one 

of its kind

Thoughts of you and me

Makes me glee

Gives me a moment of

Happiness and a 

lifetime of memories

Thoughts of you

are like my second skin

I cant get them off of me

Thought of what you shared

and how you cared

Rise amongst the best

Leaving all behind the rest

Thoughts of you

makes me strong

Nothing about me 

seems wrong

Thought of you

and more thoughts of you

That's how I spend my days

without you ...

O.K.

O.K..

So I always wanted a genie for myself
You know like the Aladdin's Genie
Who will do anything for you
Without being whiny???
Yes, exactly that types...
But you know how it is, Right??
You never get a genie
To help you get out of shit
Who helps you impress the one you love
Who will take you to the most amazing places on earth?
Or do whatever...

But I have one
And that is you
Yes, you don't take me to places
But you ask me to read
See ain't I going places?
You ask me to write
and you say – you will not hold on to anger
and make everything right
You ask me to smile
For every memory of mine
That can go miles....
You bring out the best in me
What others opine can go take a rest!
You push me, to do better
You listen to all my profanity
with vanity

You never cease to amaze me
Knowing that your belief in me
will never faze with time
Thank you friend
You mean a lot to me
And you are the reason
there's that glee 

Why???

There is a reason I write …

...to overcome my issues and shine bright

...to give my feelings words for the world to read

...to challenge my limits and see how I fit?

...to go beyond the conventions and try

...to fail, be disheartened, but never end

...to see a smile on my face, as I read the unfinished prose

...to make peace with myself and my incapability

...to bring serenity to my identity

...to unlock the potential in me

...to discover what lays beneath

...to hold on to the girl that refuses to run

...to create lines that reflects fun

...to mean something to someone

...to express

...to archive the keepsakes

...to hold on to the memory that I am sure will fade with age

...to put everything that crosses my mind with grace

...to love

…and to feel blessed

So I started...

Mondays, I am lazy bones, but somehow I decided to add value to the day, so I opened blogger.com :) :) 

After 3 decades of being alive, mothering 2 kids and taking all that a woman takes, once she is married, at last I decided to create my blog.

Yes, I am yet to understand Wordpress or anything fancy that will make my blog look good and people respond. So till the time I get all that jazz this is me Sarika blogging all that I feel like.. starting today!!!!!