APART FROM ME.. A PART OF ME

The pain of loss

The pain of something gone

I want to wash away

But it seems to prolong

Sadness engulfs me

The pain deepens

I want to shout

But the whisper’s

Aren’t even loud

We did

What we had to do

But

Oh! My soul mate

My friend, philosopher and guide

Do we really have to?

I live with you

In my head

In my heart and

As a part of my identity

R.A.N.D.O.M

All the fun I imagined as a kid
As I grew, easily slipped

Now that I have completed 30
Hunger pangs return of wanting to be nifty

And I have lost touch of myself
All that I do, all that makes sense of me
Is for the two lovely parts of me

What did I do to miss the dreams
Simple were thee
On a starry nights eating Ice creams
Watching the sun rise and set
On a rainy day
Each strand of hair dripping from water
Long drives, holding hands
Not even once asking for expensive brands

As Life takes a turn
Like a potter who shapes an urn

I have to cut, control me
Allowing the dreams to flee

Letting go of all that I desire
Because I know of the 
Situations it will ire
Controlled on a neutral mode
I have to move on and get mature...