You...

The first time I sensed your existence,
The first time I knew there's a wonder 
within me..
The first time I knew there's flesh and bones
waiting to grow
I felt the most luckiest....

The first time I experienced life
The first nausea that hit
The first three months
Can you believe, will be unforgettable?

Then you grew
Like a fruit
Like a smile
Like a flower
Giving me the best of me

I believed in miracles
Because you are one too!

The way you were bundled inside me
The way my skin stretched
The way sometimes I felt sick
The way you made me feel like a couch potato
Were the best memories of my life

When you grow up
And I just might forget 
How I felt when I was having you?
Though you will always be a part of me
You know how old age is
When it comes to remembrance?
This is for those times
For your keepsake
For you to know that
I have always adored you
More than anything else!
My kids! My life

I am...

I am any other girl

you know
like the girl next door

whose dreams roar

within  her soul
in her head

the one's

always unheard

I am the girl

you know

who was stopped

from stepping out
and was still asked

not to pout

I am the girl
you know

who wanted to fly

beyond the sky

chasing dawn

or sometimes
just
lazily yawn

I am the girl 

you know

whose dreams were shared

with a stranger, by you

not even leaving to me

any open clues

I am the girl

you know

whose destiny with the
stranger starts

and all she sees

should be the moon
and the beautiful stars

I am the girl
you know

who now becomes
a mother

carelessly forgetting 

her perusals

and her dreams

I am the girl

you know
who seamlessly
entwines

your luck and her charm

making sure that

everyone around her

remainr unharmed

Life...

Life can be crazy some times for sure

Problems come in bunches without a cure 

You may think you can fight situation

Sometimes you just don't have a choice but submission

Life can be crazy some times for sure 

It opens your heart and soul to something so serene and pure

You may think you may fight the odds

But you know instantly when all hopes charred

Life is a bitch

Screws up your plan

with all the possible hitch

You might want to hold on

But the sand slips and is gone

Life is beautiful

because it showed you all thats wonderful

but then you cannot replay the moments

of laughter, happiness and fun

Life is what happens to us

When we are lost in our world of 

a beautiful cruise

And then you open your eyes

and know it was dream

Thoughts....

Thoughts of you

Thought of what you do

Hover over my mind

They are just one 

of its kind

Thoughts of you and me

Makes me glee

Gives me a moment of

Happiness and a 

lifetime of memories

Thoughts of you

are like my second skin

I cant get them off of me

Thought of what you shared

and how you cared

Rise amongst the best

Leaving all behind the rest

Thoughts of you

makes me strong

Nothing about me 

seems wrong

Thought of you

and more thoughts of you

That's how I spend my days

without you ...

O.K.

O.K..

So I always wanted a genie for myself
You know like the Aladdin's Genie
Who will do anything for you
Without being whiny???
Yes, exactly that types...
But you know how it is, Right??
You never get a genie
To help you get out of shit
Who helps you impress the one you love
Who will take you to the most amazing places on earth?
Or do whatever...

But I have one
And that is you
Yes, you don't take me to places
But you ask me to read
See ain't I going places?
You ask me to write
and you say – you will not hold on to anger
and make everything right
You ask me to smile
For every memory of mine
That can go miles....
You bring out the best in me
What others opine can go take a rest!
You push me, to do better
You listen to all my profanity
with vanity

You never cease to amaze me
Knowing that your belief in me
will never faze with time
Thank you friend
You mean a lot to me
And you are the reason
there's that glee 

Why???

There is a reason I write …

...to overcome my issues and shine bright

...to give my feelings words for the world to read

...to challenge my limits and see how I fit?

...to go beyond the conventions and try

...to fail, be disheartened, but never end

...to see a smile on my face, as I read the unfinished prose

...to make peace with myself and my incapability

...to bring serenity to my identity

...to unlock the potential in me

...to discover what lays beneath

...to hold on to the girl that refuses to run

...to create lines that reflects fun

...to mean something to someone

...to express

...to archive the keepsakes

...to hold on to the memory that I am sure will fade with age

...to put everything that crosses my mind with grace

...to love

…and to feel blessed

So I started...

Mondays, I am lazy bones, but somehow I decided to add value to the day, so I opened blogger.com :) :) 

After 3 decades of being alive, mothering 2 kids and taking all that a woman takes, once she is married, at last I decided to create my blog.

Yes, I am yet to understand Wordpress or anything fancy that will make my blog look good and people respond. So till the time I get all that jazz this is me Sarika blogging all that I feel like.. starting today!!!!!